Because I can't see a world where I won't be seen exactly as you just said--a cruel, vicious monster manipulating people into thinking they like me. There's no choice about it.
Yeah, they're more likely to see it like that the longer you keep this up. Right now I think they'd still be able to understand that you were scared and afraid of your thoughts popping up and making things come out wrong. But that window's not gonna be open for long.
I can't guarantee they'd forgive you, but I'm confident that they'd at least be able to understand where you're coming from once they have a little time to digest it, 'cause I know the kind of people they are.
[ holds up his left fist to show his friendship bracelet with the strip of orange that matches nico's and will's and nimona's. ]
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Because I can't see a world where I won't be seen exactly as you just said--a cruel, vicious monster manipulating people into thinking they like me. There's no choice about it.
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What I will be? You don't get it!
This is what I have been! For years!
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You have no idea how old I am.
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Then change it. If you donβt want things to be this way, then change them, and donβt mire in self pity about it.
That is not an easy task, but very little worth anything is. Nothing about your life or existence will change if you continue to do the same thing.
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[ holds up his left fist to show his friendship bracelet with the strip of orange that matches nico's and will's and nimona's. ]
We've got the same values where it matters.