[she says, quietly. she rubs at her face again, with a little sniff, and exhales heavily.]
It happens a lot. [i can't remember if i ever gave you the memory that gives context for this but it's fine] I was so sick of it happening that I thought about just killing someone to get put on trial. Not even be sneaky about it.
[she didn't, though. obviously she didn't, and it's because the rest of their little ragtag team offered their hands out to her.]
Man. [ winces and shakes his head, looking back up at the flag again. ] I'm really sorry you felt that way... but glad you didn't. Glad you're still here.
[ though he sure wishes there weren't so few others who still are. ]
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[ he blinks, not sure what to say to that. that's... oof. less hopeless than ace already being dead, but damn.
he frowns. ]
So, like... you finally got something important and then had it ripped away again, I guess.
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[she says, quietly. she rubs at her face again, with a little sniff, and exhales heavily.]
It happens a lot. [i can't remember if i ever gave you the memory that gives context for this but it's fine] I was so sick of it happening that I thought about just killing someone to get put on trial. Not even be sneaky about it.
[she didn't, though. obviously she didn't, and it's because the rest of their little ragtag team offered their hands out to her.]
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[ though he sure wishes there weren't so few others who still are. ]
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[she shifts, and moves a little closer to him. the smoke is slowly receding, at least.]
Sorry. I know that's - I know that was heavy. [she seems kind of embarrassed, but.] I'm glad I'm still here too. Even if stuff sucks.
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[ ... ]
He didn't really have anyone here he was quite as close to as that, right?
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[a pause.]
I don't know. Nico and Will, maybe.